I live my life self-medicated
With a future that's pre-meditated
If I can move a nation with my words
Can we see a world less saturated
I've come to the realization
The world needs more exhileration
I can't help thinkin that it's not enough
In this great vast guerilla nation
If I can say whatever I want
Then sit down I can tell you why you are wrong
You people need to chill out and get along
Try to stir the world and form a bond
Now is the time to start worldwide Revolution
Society is falling behind and needs evolution
Everyone can very easily shed thier skin
And finally find ultimate absolution
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Pain Relived
When I was young and ruthless
I lived in a world that was truthless
When I was young and foolish
I thought everything was bullshit
When I was weak for so long
Before I learned my lesson and became strong
When I was just misunderstood
I tried so hard and did all that I could
When I was a stupid bastard
All I ever did turned into disaster
I lived in a world that was truthless
When I was young and foolish
I thought everything was bullshit
When I was weak for so long
Before I learned my lesson and became strong
When I was just misunderstood
I tried so hard and did all that I could
When I was a stupid bastard
All I ever did turned into disaster
Creatures Too
To the student of my class
Must you be a pain in my ass?
Why must I read your write?
For I have three hundred more tonight
What must I do to please?
Oh, why must I read these?
Do you expect me to lose my mind?
in my thoughts what do you hope to find?
I'll have your grade for tomorrows day
I hope you enjoy an A
Must you be a pain in my ass?
Why must I read your write?
For I have three hundred more tonight
What must I do to please?
Oh, why must I read these?
Do you expect me to lose my mind?
in my thoughts what do you hope to find?
I'll have your grade for tomorrows day
I hope you enjoy an A
Creatures
Teachers with passions that burn like fire
Does this work quail your desire?
or this philosophy do the spell?
Tell me! For my soul is seared by hell
My grade won't be affected
'Til this poem is accepted
Please will you take and enjoy my work?
Down in hell where creatures lurk
Will there be expectations to exceed?
Why must my heart wait and bleed?
Does this work quail your desire?
or this philosophy do the spell?
Tell me! For my soul is seared by hell
My grade won't be affected
'Til this poem is accepted
Please will you take and enjoy my work?
Down in hell where creatures lurk
Will there be expectations to exceed?
Why must my heart wait and bleed?
Cold December
It tells a story
Of a life he never had
Though with all his glory
His life was always sad
He hung out with guys
With hearts cold and dark
Piss 'em off and someone dies
Some were in the mafia and one a loanshark
He was in way too deep
And gambled his life away
The debt collectors came while he was asleep
And shot him in the head the cold december day
Of a life he never had
Though with all his glory
His life was always sad
He hung out with guys
With hearts cold and dark
Piss 'em off and someone dies
Some were in the mafia and one a loanshark
He was in way too deep
And gambled his life away
The debt collectors came while he was asleep
And shot him in the head the cold december day
Randomized Thoughts of the Damned
Lightning strike and rainless storm
Molding clay into any form
Keeping balance while hasnging ten
Throwing up and sick from within
Playing fetch with a little dog
Navigating in california fog
Music playing, so loud a sound
With colored chalk, draw on the ground
Molding clay into any form
Keeping balance while hasnging ten
Throwing up and sick from within
Playing fetch with a little dog
Navigating in california fog
Music playing, so loud a sound
With colored chalk, draw on the ground
Sad Tales
Red like bloodshot eyes
Sad like little girls cries
White like the pale face
Black like empty space
Sadness is a thing of glory
Tales as cold as ice
Not happy but just as nice
Soft as rich silk
Rotten as sour milk
Sadness make a good story
Sad like little girls cries
White like the pale face
Black like empty space
Sadness is a thing of glory
Tales as cold as ice
Not happy but just as nice
Soft as rich silk
Rotten as sour milk
Sadness make a good story
Lonely of Sorrow
Lonlier and lonlier, into the darkness to spite you
And your actions always come back to bite you
Deeper and deeper, sinking into a hole
And losing forever your decrepit soul
Burning and burning, so full of desire
And will to live has now expired
Hurting and hurting, eclipsed by the sorrow
And praying of death and no tomorrow
And your actions always come back to bite you
Deeper and deeper, sinking into a hole
And losing forever your decrepit soul
Burning and burning, so full of desire
And will to live has now expired
Hurting and hurting, eclipsed by the sorrow
And praying of death and no tomorrow
Metaphor
A metaphor is euphamism
Changed and changed through Constant revision
More polite and tasteful to the tongue
Compares and reveals as it is sung
Like or as is not the design
Yet drawn together it is redefined
A love of poetry is a resonating passion
Written in lines with rhymes of the greatest of fashion
Happiness written in compressed statement
With sound devices for great compliment
Metaphors and similies begin the healing
Of my soul to regain the feeling
Compose a poem of perfect personification
And your heart is filled with instant gratification
Changed and changed through Constant revision
More polite and tasteful to the tongue
Compares and reveals as it is sung
Like or as is not the design
Yet drawn together it is redefined
A love of poetry is a resonating passion
Written in lines with rhymes of the greatest of fashion
Happiness written in compressed statement
With sound devices for great compliment
Metaphors and similies begin the healing
Of my soul to regain the feeling
Compose a poem of perfect personification
And your heart is filled with instant gratification
The clouds
You promised me the clouds but all I got were the skies
You promised me the oceans but all I got were the tides
You promised me the world but all I got were your lies
I'm living with the hope of tomorrow
Suffering from the pain and the sorrow
From all the things you break or you borrow
My time will surely come to pass
But for now I am broken like glass
As I lay alone in the tall grass
I wish I was one of the clouds
Floating around and twisting in swirls and shrouds
Lightly coating the skies without the slightest of sounds
Though I wish you that weren't here
I feel envy not fear
Of a lone cloud in a sky so clear
You promised me the oceans but all I got were the tides
You promised me the world but all I got were your lies
I'm living with the hope of tomorrow
Suffering from the pain and the sorrow
From all the things you break or you borrow
My time will surely come to pass
But for now I am broken like glass
As I lay alone in the tall grass
I wish I was one of the clouds
Floating around and twisting in swirls and shrouds
Lightly coating the skies without the slightest of sounds
Though I wish you that weren't here
I feel envy not fear
Of a lone cloud in a sky so clear
Pencil and Paper
Place a pencil down on paper
Tell 'em how you're braver
Tell 'em how you're smarter
Show 'em you'll go farther
Write about your actions
Instead of doing for their reactions
Become part of history
By writing a murder mystery
Don't try out for the local jail
Prepare your next book for sale
Think and write about your life
Be smart and stay away from the knife
Take time and think things through
Be among the rare chosen few
To go out and win a newberry
For a story the kids thought is scary
Take the next step, don't be afraid
It'll be the best choice you ever made
Tell 'em how you're braver
Tell 'em how you're smarter
Show 'em you'll go farther
Write about your actions
Instead of doing for their reactions
Become part of history
By writing a murder mystery
Don't try out for the local jail
Prepare your next book for sale
Think and write about your life
Be smart and stay away from the knife
Take time and think things through
Be among the rare chosen few
To go out and win a newberry
For a story the kids thought is scary
Take the next step, don't be afraid
It'll be the best choice you ever made
Sour Candy
Walking across beaches sandy
Chewing on this sour candy
Thinking only of the day
And of all the things I want to say
Knowing the things I always wanted to do
Only forces me to remember you
I know it really hurts
And apologizing only makes matters worse
You always made me happy when i was blue
All the time we ever spent together flew
I used to like the games we would played
If we tried again maybe this time you would stay
I would hope that everything be really dandy
Until then I'll walk around eating sour candy
Chewing on this sour candy
Thinking only of the day
And of all the things I want to say
Knowing the things I always wanted to do
Only forces me to remember you
I know it really hurts
And apologizing only makes matters worse
You always made me happy when i was blue
All the time we ever spent together flew
I used to like the games we would played
If we tried again maybe this time you would stay
I would hope that everything be really dandy
Until then I'll walk around eating sour candy
Stick Figure Battle
Listen up and grab your knives
Cause this is the fight of our lives
There is gunfire and explosions
WMD's, biological warfare and corrosions
Spirit gun and kamehameha
So much dust you'll need some allegra
Fry your foes with radiowaves
Survive all those close shaves
Owning bitches and dudes
And showing no mercy to noobs
Marie Curry and her batteries of radon
causing a mess load of chaos
Cause this is the fight of our lives
There is gunfire and explosions
WMD's, biological warfare and corrosions
Spirit gun and kamehameha
So much dust you'll need some allegra
Fry your foes with radiowaves
Survive all those close shaves
Owning bitches and dudes
And showing no mercy to noobs
Marie Curry and her batteries of radon
causing a mess load of chaos
Elastic Bands and Cheese Puffs
I am free to do and say
Anything each and every day
I just go with the flow
And let my mind grow
I can let my mind run free
And do everything with gless
I just laugh and smile
And forget about denile
I'll strive for a life that's chill
But always think of shit that's real
The stuff I say is always deep
Cause all my shit is elite
Anything each and every day
I just go with the flow
And let my mind grow
I can let my mind run free
And do everything with gless
I just laugh and smile
And forget about denile
I'll strive for a life that's chill
But always think of shit that's real
The stuff I say is always deep
Cause all my shit is elite
Peasant Girl
Everlasting screams in the night
Crimson waves blurring your sight
Life ending, casualties of the fight
Blood stained clothes scattered on the ground
So loud yet you can't hear a sound
You try to escape but you're tightly bound
Your friends, your family they're all dead
Their bodies on the ground are all spread
Your clothes are soaked, stained, and all in red
You're the girl who was captured out of the blue
You are tightly held down, there's nothing you can do
As the soldiers take turns raping you
You cry as your homeland burns
It's a shame cause no one ever learns
Different armies attack and defend in turns
You got taken alive but made into a slave
You ask God to send someone to save
you from the end that fate gave
Crimson waves blurring your sight
Life ending, casualties of the fight
Blood stained clothes scattered on the ground
So loud yet you can't hear a sound
You try to escape but you're tightly bound
Your friends, your family they're all dead
Their bodies on the ground are all spread
Your clothes are soaked, stained, and all in red
You're the girl who was captured out of the blue
You are tightly held down, there's nothing you can do
As the soldiers take turns raping you
You cry as your homeland burns
It's a shame cause no one ever learns
Different armies attack and defend in turns
You got taken alive but made into a slave
You ask God to send someone to save
you from the end that fate gave
Peasant Girl
Everlasting screams in the night
Crimson waves blurring your sight
Life ending, casualties of the fight
Blood stained clothes scattered on the ground
So loud yet you can't hear a sound
You try to escape but you're tightly bound
Your friends, your family they're all dead
Their bodies on the ground are all spread
Your clothes are soaked, stained, and all in red
You're the girl who was captured out of the blue
You are tightly held down, there's nothing you can do
As the soldiers take turns raping you
You cry as your homeland burns
It's a shame cause no one ever learns
Different armies attack and defend in turns
You got taken alive but made into a slave
You ask God to send someone to save
you from the end that fate gave
Crimson waves blurring your sight
Life ending, casualties of the fight
Blood stained clothes scattered on the ground
So loud yet you can't hear a sound
You try to escape but you're tightly bound
Your friends, your family they're all dead
Their bodies on the ground are all spread
Your clothes are soaked, stained, and all in red
You're the girl who was captured out of the blue
You are tightly held down, there's nothing you can do
As the soldiers take turns raping you
You cry as your homeland burns
It's a shame cause no one ever learns
Different armies attack and defend in turns
You got taken alive but made into a slave
You ask God to send someone to save
you from the end that fate gave
Worlds are closed
Locked inside you exist
Forever without any bliss
Antisocial and enclosed
Life sucks everything blows
Living for nothing, no cause
Writing is empty, no clause
Running through dreamscapes
Feeling absolutely no escapes
Losing battles that never were
Doing things that you aren't sure
About and bleeding hearts
Crimson river evenly parts
Chills sent down my spine
Though people say it, nothing is fine
Fearing your own feelings
Staring at endless cielings
Running through the dark
yet trapped under a shaded arc
I am completely inside
With no one to confide
There are worlds that clash
Undeniably in a flash
Our worlds are closed
And no one but us knows
I don't know how to end this
But I am me and that's how it is
Forever without any bliss
Antisocial and enclosed
Life sucks everything blows
Living for nothing, no cause
Writing is empty, no clause
Running through dreamscapes
Feeling absolutely no escapes
Losing battles that never were
Doing things that you aren't sure
About and bleeding hearts
Crimson river evenly parts
Chills sent down my spine
Though people say it, nothing is fine
Fearing your own feelings
Staring at endless cielings
Running through the dark
yet trapped under a shaded arc
I am completely inside
With no one to confide
There are worlds that clash
Undeniably in a flash
Our worlds are closed
And no one but us knows
I don't know how to end this
But I am me and that's how it is
Life Is...
Life is worth living
Life is worth giving
Life is like glass
Life is like class
Life fills you with spirit
Life is sound, you hear it
Life is sensation, just feel it
Life is infinite, even if you kill it
Life is like an answer
Life is full of cancer
Life is for rejoicing
Life is worthy of voicing
Life is arms wide open
Life is hands worth holdin'
Life is time without limits
Life is God at his wits end
Life is a crown of strife
My world is a taste of life
Life is worth giving
Life is like glass
Life is like class
Life fills you with spirit
Life is sound, you hear it
Life is sensation, just feel it
Life is infinite, even if you kill it
Life is like an answer
Life is full of cancer
Life is for rejoicing
Life is worthy of voicing
Life is arms wide open
Life is hands worth holdin'
Life is time without limits
Life is God at his wits end
Life is a crown of strife
My world is a taste of life
Chapter 7
Turn the page to chapter 7
Enter hell to get to heaven
The trip to amazing ecstasy
Leads through sweet sweet fantasy
Harder and harder faster and faster
You goddamn super lucky bastard
Squishy, wet, soft, and pink
Pushing and pressing you start to sink
The scent filling the room bitter sweet
The pain, the pleasure, slidind in deep
Move as one, bodies convulsing
Shock, white lightning, it's pulsing
Thralls of pleasure, lots of thrashing
Climax, two bodies collapsing
Enter hell to get to heaven
The trip to amazing ecstasy
Leads through sweet sweet fantasy
Harder and harder faster and faster
You goddamn super lucky bastard
Squishy, wet, soft, and pink
Pushing and pressing you start to sink
The scent filling the room bitter sweet
The pain, the pleasure, slidind in deep
Move as one, bodies convulsing
Shock, white lightning, it's pulsing
Thralls of pleasure, lots of thrashing
Climax, two bodies collapsing
Feel It
Bumb tap bump tap bump tap
Strike thump strike thump strike thump
Hit crash hit crash hit crash
Lights in the sky, thunder clap
Screaming fans, shout and jump
Melody, chorus, stage with flash
Ba da da ba da da ba da da da da
Lips burn, la la la la la la
Sweat pouring down, live show
Mosh, thrash, squeal, you never know
Dance, cry, drift, feel it move you
Rusty and old, sparkly and new
Bump tap bump tap bump tap
Strike thump strike thump strike thump
Hit crash hit crash hit crash
Strike thump strike thump strike thump
Hit crash hit crash hit crash
Lights in the sky, thunder clap
Screaming fans, shout and jump
Melody, chorus, stage with flash
Ba da da ba da da ba da da da da
Lips burn, la la la la la la
Sweat pouring down, live show
Mosh, thrash, squeal, you never know
Dance, cry, drift, feel it move you
Rusty and old, sparkly and new
Bump tap bump tap bump tap
Strike thump strike thump strike thump
Hit crash hit crash hit crash
War
I am iron clad
I am stained in blood
I have sword in hand
There is much to cut
I am ready to kill
I am here for souls
I trust my life to steel
My heart is full of holes
I feel trapped to fate
I kneel in puddles of red
I cannot escape
It's too much for my head
I exist to fight
I live to serve
I don't know what is right
All I have is my word
I will do my best
I need no reason to fight for
I die, blade in chest
For I was created for war
I am stained in blood
I have sword in hand
There is much to cut
I am ready to kill
I am here for souls
I trust my life to steel
My heart is full of holes
I feel trapped to fate
I kneel in puddles of red
I cannot escape
It's too much for my head
I exist to fight
I live to serve
I don't know what is right
All I have is my word
I will do my best
I need no reason to fight for
I die, blade in chest
For I was created for war
War
I am iron clad
I am stained in blood
I have sword in hand
There is much to cut
I am ready to kill
I am here for souls
I trust my life to steel
My heart is full of holes
I feel trapped to fate
I kneel in puddles of red
I cannot escape
It's too much for my head
I exist to fight
I live to serve
I don't know what is right
All I have is my word
I will do my best
I need no reason to fight for
I die, blade in chest
For I was created for war
I am stained in blood
I have sword in hand
There is much to cut
I am ready to kill
I am here for souls
I trust my life to steel
My heart is full of holes
I feel trapped to fate
I kneel in puddles of red
I cannot escape
It's too much for my head
I exist to fight
I live to serve
I don't know what is right
All I have is my word
I will do my best
I need no reason to fight for
I die, blade in chest
For I was created for war
School
Laugh and cry
Smile and frown
Things that tie
People are bound
For all eternity
Such sweet dreams
Yes caught in reverie
Know what it means
Time is lost
Space is closed
Covered in gloss
From light it rose
The answer is saught
Clear as glass
With one last shot
Don't sleep in class
Smile and frown
Things that tie
People are bound
For all eternity
Such sweet dreams
Yes caught in reverie
Know what it means
Time is lost
Space is closed
Covered in gloss
From light it rose
The answer is saught
Clear as glass
With one last shot
Don't sleep in class
Purity
You see her there
You remember the way she felt
The scent of her sweet hair
You can't feel like that yourself
She was the one to get you going
She had an aura about her
Her cute smile was bright and glowing
You have much to learn
It wasn't a test
She was as real as it gets
You and her really had sex
You lose your mind where you sit
You long to hold and undress
That succulent little flower
One night you're in distress
When she joins you in the shower
She writhes from your delicate touch
She traces her fingers up your back
Her soft body melts from such
She convulses from your latest attack
One day she says, "I love you"
You think, is this right?
No! "I love you too!"
She was now yours from that night
You remember the way she felt
The scent of her sweet hair
You can't feel like that yourself
She was the one to get you going
She had an aura about her
Her cute smile was bright and glowing
You have much to learn
It wasn't a test
She was as real as it gets
You and her really had sex
You lose your mind where you sit
You long to hold and undress
That succulent little flower
One night you're in distress
When she joins you in the shower
She writhes from your delicate touch
She traces her fingers up your back
Her soft body melts from such
She convulses from your latest attack
One day she says, "I love you"
You think, is this right?
No! "I love you too!"
She was now yours from that night
Of Love
Love is calm and like the stillest of lakes; lust is as out of control as the most dangerous of oceans. Love is romantic and caring, while lust is sultry and seductive. Love has candle lit picnics on the bleach; lust has makeout sessions under the bleachers. Love is magical like Disney, and lust is sinful like the male fans of womens volleyball. Love is careful, takes it easy; lust throws caution to the wind. Love is the brightest emotion; however lust is the darkest desire. Lust is expressed through the crudest of phrases, but love lives through the finest of poetry.
Hidden
I know this is gonna sound cheesy
I love you but its not that easy
Its not your amazing smile
That i could stare at for awhile
Its not your sparkling eyes
thats better than any high
Its not your lust, that i savor
But in eternal pain i ask you a favor
Please close thy lids
So that bueaty is hid
Now turn smile into frown
To fix my world thats upside down
For the moment my happiness is quailed
If this poem doesnt get you i have failed
For now i see the real you
And i see true beauty too
Your lust is just not for me
Only your love can set me free
I love you but its not that easy
Its not your amazing smile
That i could stare at for awhile
Its not your sparkling eyes
thats better than any high
Its not your lust, that i savor
But in eternal pain i ask you a favor
Please close thy lids
So that bueaty is hid
Now turn smile into frown
To fix my world thats upside down
For the moment my happiness is quailed
If this poem doesnt get you i have failed
For now i see the real you
And i see true beauty too
Your lust is just not for me
Only your love can set me free
Midnight
The sky is darkest before the dawn
And the morning sun is brightest
But the night and I have a bond
when the stars are the whitest
I feel at peace in the dark
I can sit and search through my memory
filter out and adjust right onto my mark
recuperate to restore my energy
I always seem to feel at ease
nothing will ever hinder my sight
or prevent me from doing as I please
Because I am one of the children of Midnight
And the morning sun is brightest
But the night and I have a bond
when the stars are the whitest
I feel at peace in the dark
I can sit and search through my memory
filter out and adjust right onto my mark
recuperate to restore my energy
I always seem to feel at ease
nothing will ever hinder my sight
or prevent me from doing as I please
Because I am one of the children of Midnight
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